BEAUX

He’s not perfect. You aren’t either, and the two of you will never be perfect. But if he can make you laugh at least once, causes you to think twice, and if he admits to being human and making mistakes, hold onto him and give him the most you can. He isn’t going to quote poetry, he’s not thinking about you every moment, but he will give you a part of him that he knows you could break. Don’t hurt him, don’t change him, and don’t expect for more than he can give. Don’t analyze. Smile when he makes you happy, yell when he makes you mad, and miss him when he’s not there. Love hard when there is love to be had. Because perfect guys don’t exist, but there’s always one guy that is perfect for you.

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—	Bob Marley (via arleneaddicted)

yum

“mother may I…”

the reward of living, was your choice of dying

It was not worth fighting, not worthy of trying.

the phone call that shattered my weakening heart

wait, go over this again, explain from the start…

tragedy struck fast, your heart stopped beating

induced by addiction intoxication was defeating

you shouted slander of suffering and pain,

the regular visits to Dr. is what kept you sane.

you wanted for nothing and built beautiful energy

this haunting dependence that stole your integrity.

mother i never had a chance to say good bye

or to tell you I love you as you lifted up into the sky.

no closure is treading uneasy on my spirit,

I showed up to tell you, too late for you to hear it.

theres not a day that passes your not in my head,

in memory of you and how you wound up dead.

can I redo the past, would it bring you back,

its you in my life that i surely lack.

the difference between poison and medicine is found in the dose

sleazykay:

I stretched my skin
To let you in.
You crawled inside my shell.
Your vicious slurs, And hurtful words
I never saw quite well.

Now I can see
You were like a poison to me.
You only polluted my brain.
Your actions screamed, Loud obscenities.
They drove me near insane.

You were in my blood.
You smothered my lungs.
You filled my head with lies.
You made me believe
That you were unique,
But you’re just another guy.

Justin Shekoski = Amazing guitarist

justin shekoski~ saosin <3

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